this could be the very moment, im aware im alive.

the greater good.

harry potter and the order of the phoenix = utter perfection.

talking about love is like dancing about architecture

but, thats not going to stop me from trying.

although, i've come to the conclusion that i'll never find love. never possess those feelings. those wants and desires. never truly understand.

i want to get out, to get away. from everything i know and everyone that knows me.

im in a constant state of wanting to start over. of wanting to get out. to get away. i don't know why im always trying to run. but, someday maybe it will stop. maybe I will stop. the world is circling around too fast. and i don't know how to make it stop.

not yet.